Sadly, there will propaganda for all humanities sake posted here tonight. I am currently jamming The Rolling Stones " Jumpin' Jack Flash" . So put that as your background music for reading this. Ready for the thought lottery?
I am completely flawed. I am working on this. But nevertheless, my opinions, I have found are valued. My experience is priceless and so is yours so speak up! Using, the defininte article " I " alot here because I am not necessarily able to speak for you, now am I? Lets see....
1). I wonder how unboring the world would be if everyone dressed in a manner that reflected who they fantasized themselves to be. Would there be a whole host of Hitlers, Marylin Monroes and Jesus's creeping the malls, or does anyone have an original thought left?
2). Net Neutrality. Ah, Our beloved Internet 2 prospect. Based on the China Model which basically says, " If you post that the Chinese Government is in fact not perfect, refined, civil, moral and glistering in its bright crimson sun then Yu go to Prison and chisel big rock fo life! So Verizon, Comcast, At &T and other atrociously enormous modes of digital thought patterns are all coming together in one big happy family for another episode of " It' s time to fuck the American people over again because we can't sleep knowing we are too weak to tweak our own character. And besides , we need more money to fill that blasted hole in our souls that keeps acting as a vaccum for all thats good and decent. " Ok so its an extra long episode title, but so was " Don't be a menace to South Central while Drinking your Juice Da Hood". But nobody complained.
So let me get this straight. They decide that they simply arte not getting enough of what humanity has to offer in the way of innovation because they simply have no way to access that oh so coveted mind hive and collaberate. Hmmm....lets give them the internet. Hey look we have progressed more in the last 10 years than in the past century. Hmmm....
Wait whats this? You mean to say with individuals engineering and sharing ideas also comes individual opinion? Ok, so great. Thats enough playing kids. Time to come inside. We have what we needed. Thank you.
Alabaster says:
So tell me, when you elitist intellectual orphans do infact jack the internet you did not create, do you realize that becuase no one is suddenly signing up for classes in web design that you are eventually going to look up and find that no one is at the Goddam wheel of your off road all terrain franken-universe? Wow, you guys are smart...I wanna be just like you when I grow up....
e- tards.
2). The Draft.
To even mention the draft on National television is to let ones nutsack flap in the wind against the side of the pick-up truck while flying a rebel flag 'neath the light of the Harlem moon. This has to be the greatest act of desperation on the part of our governement here in the U.S. to try and extract a civil war from the people. It's no different than my baby brother playing the " I am not touching you. I am not touching you" game with my eyelashes in the backseat of the minivan on the annual family trip to Dallas. It's just pure antogonism in its most juvinile form.
3). Fear Factor Delicacies
I could say, " Oh my Gawd! I don't care how much money! I aint eatin' no dang cockroach!"
But its better to say, " Mr. Camera man, please stop switching scenes to the contestants taunting or acting like they are going to puke. I would actually like to see at least one cockraoch go in a persons mouth out of the
12 seasons I have been watching fear factor."
I think thats more appropriate.
I did not feel like posting introspectively tonite. I felt like amusing myself because I have been swamped with work.
Wed, January 31,2007 4:10 am
One has to wonder, was it my geneology that got me here? Am I cursed for having a German Bloodline? I am I cursed with the same curse my Scotch/Irish ancestors were, crushed beneath the boots of Noblemen? Do I carry the rage of my Hopi Kinsmen? I cannot say. One thing I can conclude, is that essence that ever being has the capability to grasp, that self-hood realization...that can be mine, is mine. However the expression of such glorious and rare facets, ( The Snowflake Theory) is never under any circumstance to expressed in its fullest capacity unless it be by electronic means, Photoshop or Pen. And Oh Fucking well. Mankind's insanity is at stake here. And if I were to literally open my mouth the very foundations of humanity may indeed crumble beneath wooden shoes. How do I know this?
The Consequences.
Most individuals are allowed to speak on just about any topic. However, I am not given that measure of grace. And it is within this captivity I learned all that I know and continue to have relationship with within myself. Psychology is certainly not learned by the book. It comes by situtaions constructed by those who are threatened by the very nature of who you are. Psychology was never a choice. I never was able or had on hand the scribings of the Great Doctors. I only had a certain inate drive to survive in the circle I am caged in at the time. When you have those who cherish their insanity, one soon finds either the rare trait of genius, or the drive for mass murder. I have been in too many a circumstance with those who enjoyed walking the wire of both. And now, I find that I myself prefer genius as I DEFINE genius. It's not to be defined by a person, an institution or a Websterian.
Simply put, I am forbidden to sleep here, and then promptly asked why I can't stay awake. You would think this was a metaphore, unfortunately, its a very concrete reality for me. I am slave to however far the insanity wants to run its course....
Enjoy the typos. They won't be around forever.
The Sephiroth is not found in a book, but in the mirror. Christ Consciousness is not found with Jesus the man, but the concept. And redemption and enlightenment is not either when its birthed had to be coached by the midwifery of a Master Pastor. Fuck that. I got it on my own. Its not real if it has to be taught by another mouths perception. Period. grasp it. Feel its heat in your palm and the contrast of the cool wind wrap about your wrist. You know nothing.
You can know anything only when you find yourself adamant about the fact you know nothing.
The Meek shall inherit the earth. Define meek, my friend. Look it up in the orginal text then come back over to this post and kiss my ass, cause the earth is mine! Regardless of what i have in my hands, which in the physical is next to nothing. But I have treasures stored up in my soul that over half the population my age has yet to be able to touch. Is this egotistical? No. It's fact. Have a gander around. What do you see? A total lack of emotional intelligence, a generation blueprinted after the last. With all the cliques, the garb, the groups, the cultureshocks, its still the same shit, different day. It's only shit with beautiful prismatic vibrating hues. But it still fell out the same Illuminati ass. With all the culture mixing there is still a racism present, not of color but of mind. With all the acceptance of various sexual orientation there is still the same ole' " Gimme,
I want more. Be to me what they could not be! Give me what my abuser gave me! Cheat on me! Goddamit cheat on me! Leave me in this hell, abandon me...its all I know! Don't leave me with this terrible resonsibility of persuing my individuality! How could you think of it! You are heartless, a madman!" And there it is. And still the same shit. And for fuck sake! I'll be damn if they haven't come up with the same damn solutions as they have in the past 50,000 years which has only put more corn in the turd making it impossible to flush! Fucking Eisteins! I bow at the feet of your ignorance for I am in awe! It's glory outshines the Vastness and complexity of space! Its depth runs deeper than the word " relative". And its power strips dynasties and reduces Extradimensional kings to the level of leper colonies of old!
" Clean Cups "....!- The Mad Hatter, One of my Oh my God oober favorite quotes...
HBO's Carnavale comes to mind, as well as the photographical protrusions of Richard Avedon....THIS CAN"T BE THE HUMAN ELEMENT!!!! And I have always said I am more than human. I have to be, because I hate this shit. And If I were in charge of the history books they would include the childhood of Napoleon and the Obcessive Compulsive Disorders of even the fabled Solomon and his riches beyond comprehension. Riches are wisdom. And they are no where to be found except in the hearts and spirits of the adept. So frankly, we are not the Richest Country on Earth! The Project for the New American Century Should the fuck down, and put up the plywood over the windows because....Fuck your New Pearl Harbor Event, We are infact the poorest country on the planet....and why? Because we tend to exterminate the wisdom of the poor.
Mystery Schools are facinating and just....fantastic and I would love to attend one. So much to learn. But the real class room and the real Masters are sitting on the side of the road having flashbacks of Vietnam and chugging a 40 oz. and we sit and search the net for wisdom, search the papers, search our wallets and our carnal beds and all the while.....untold education is wasting away in the parking lot down the street with plastic bags covering his feet. Human Devine Memories in decay, a chestt fo hidden jewels. You Imbeciles!
I rant like this in my head all time....it never stops. Even when I am working it just...doesn't ...stop. Don't ask me who I am. The Cheshire Cat can answer tha one. He knows me all too well. I 'll have him pencil you in.
